Wednesday, January 31, 2007

hi
i had a good long weekend at the beach.
but otherwise
i've been rather pre-occupied lately.

see, i 've applied for this job; and now i've been short-listed along with 2 other people. and i really want this job - well, i want it PLUS after 5 years i really want a change from my current job and particularly the (mostly) uninspiring people i work with. and this is the first real job application & interview i've had to do for over 5 years. and i've been quite nervous about it all, and thinking about it lots.

anyhow, today i had an informal meeting with the woman who would be my boss if i got the job. she seemed pretty good. then this afternoon i had to give a talk, a seminar, for 45 minutes to a group of 20 or more people. powerpoint slides, then questions, the whole hting. i was understandably nervous about that, and i wanted to get it just right, and put a lot of time & effort into preparing for it, including practice run-throughs. anyhow, i think it went quite well, and i am glad that is over!

next, tomorrow morning i've got an interview, with a selection committee of six people! somehow i'm a little less nervous about that, right now at least. there's less preparation i can do for that at this stage as far as i can see. i've just got to turn up with the right attitude & a clear head & be mindful of what they're looking for, and sell myself and the ways i meet their criteria; and hopefully the rest should follow.

i want this job. i need a change! plus of course it'd naturally be good for my ego if it were offered to me, and deflating if it weren't! i don't know. i oscillate between confidence on the one hand versus nervousness & trepidation on the other. i know i fit the bill well and could do the job well - i just need to hope the selection committee sees that and don't prefer one of the other two candidates. i need to highlight my expertise & skills one more time, then leave it up to others to make their decision.

i don't know when i'll find out ... probably within the week. here's hoping i get it ... !

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7 Comments:

Blogger Divian said...

Here's me sending you much hope that you kand this job!

Also, so jealous you spent the weekend at the beach!

January 31, 2007 5:47 PM  
Blogger Keshi said...

Guess wut Fergal....I can just feel ur gonna get the job :)

ALL THE BEST and take it easy at the interview tomorrow. Whats gonna happen will happen, so stay cool.

Keshi.

January 31, 2007 7:07 PM  
Blogger lee said...

oh fergalish one,worst case scenario and you don't get it -what a fantastic experience it will have been to go through the interview situation and will make the next time you go through seem like a walk in the park. And if you get the job - what a brilliant bonus that will be!! :).All the best with it.

January 31, 2007 7:43 PM  
Blogger fergal said...

thanx to the 3 of u for your lovely words & thoughts ... i was overall haopoy with how i did in the interview today; how i answered the questions, etc. we'll see.

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February 01, 2007 2:47 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

sorry i didn't read this in time (have been busy the last few days). hope it all went well...my fingers are crossed for ya. i'm sure you'll be fine though.

February 01, 2007 4:23 AM  
Blogger Keshi said...

good to hear it went well. fingers n toes crossed for ya mate!

Keshi.

February 01, 2007 7:11 PM  
Blogger lee said...

did they give you any idea how long it will be before you find out anything?

February 01, 2007 9:52 PM  

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